Category Archives: ja

So bend your knee

I am cut from the cloth of Judas and have seen his face in mine

Sorrow will find you

„Hey All- I made it to Topolobampa, Mexico, about 500 miles in. Not a ton of time to write because the internet place is closing in two minutes. I decided I’m writing a book for sure, assuming I make it, so I’ll keep everyone up on that. More soon. Clayton.” — [Katatonia – Old Heart […]

Never again, no never again

„We mortal people have to play what we have. I still think you should go with your feelings.” —- [Fallujah – The Void Alone] Tell me secrets of life and death For I foresee my grave I don’t want to face The Void Alone The warmth in me Swallowed whole

Our hearts never knew what faith conjured

Life worth continuing – present-life sense -> judgment about already existing person. Life worth starting – future-life sense -> judgment about potential (non-existing) person. Problem occurs when „present-life perspective” is applied to „future-life” sense. When we talk about impairments, we think how they affect already existing life („present-life sense”). Impairments: -> those which make life […]


In the second half of the epic, Gilgamesh’s distress at Enkidu’s death causes him to undertake a long and perilous journey to discover the secret of eternal life. He eventually learns that „Life, which you look for, you will never find. For when the gods created man, they let death be his share, and life […]

And let the animal hunt

On the mountainside


Clearing the Path to Ascend   

There’s a stranger at the door

– How do you feel? – Bad. – So why are you smiling?

Nightmares and shadows

Together we’ll drown in the sea

There must be deliverance

It is the sensitivity and empathy that make me suffer. It is the same sensitivity and empathy that does not allow me to end my suffering. This horror must not remain