“I’m devastated. I’ve never felt so unwanted in my whole fucking life.”
Yes, you have, I think to myself. You have always felt unwanted. And desperate as you are to offer your baby what you never experienced — a loving welcome into this world — in the end, you’ll give her the same message of rejection.
The erratic mishmash he calls history reflects his inner chaos, confusion and fear.
His wandering speech patterns are attempts to escape an agonizing discomfort with his own self.
My negativity stems from my internal dissatisfaction.
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[Obscure Sphinx – The Presence Of Goddess]
not being able to love fully
they will believe your love incomplete
and then they will hate you
and their hatred will be perfect
their finest art