Unable to stand against

“The first time I did heroin” she said to me “it felt like a warm soft hug”.

I can’t be with my mother, because she can’t have me as who I am.


[Blindead – My New Playground Became]

My life begins again
I wish it would never end
Mommy, I’m here for you
Father, I’m next to you

You fear me more and more
Pity and cruelty
Sunk in dark misery
God, how the stars did fall?

You never speak my name

The eyes oddly innocent
I’m bleeding out my tears
Locked in my sanity
Unable to stand against

Pointless violence